Monday, December 17, 2007

手機速撥鍵 # 5

 

蓬頭回台灣了。距離蓬頭十一月底回台,至今已經快三個星期,恍惚之間,我仍然很不習慣跟蓬頭已經不在同一塊大陸上的事實。頭一個星期,我還會不自覺的從手袋中撈出手機,按下速撥鍵5,期待蓬頭那一直以來對我老沒啥好氣的聲音在聽筒那頭響起。撥通之後,聽著蓬頭的語音留言,我才會意識到蓬頭已經飛回台灣了。第二個星期,心裡知道蓬頭已經離開美國的我,還是會時不時地按下速播鍵5,為的就是想聽聽蓬頭的聲音。第三個星期,手機公司把蓬頭的門號取消了,十二月十號的晚上,站在游泳池門口公車站牌前哆嗦著等車的我,心裡突然有種說不出來的淒涼,因為我知道,現在就算要聽到蓬頭的語音留言,也聽不到了。

 

就像阿母說的,從小到大,很親很親的朋友,算來算去,就只有蓬頭跟小賴兩個。隨著自己的年齡越來越老,我發現自己外表看起來越來越強悍,但是內心其實是越來越脆弱的。對朋友的依賴,也越來越深。尤其,這幾年自己一個人在外東飄西盪,跌跌撞撞,吃了不少苦,一直以來陪著我的,除了家人以外,就是這幾個什麼都知道的朋友。因為我知道,只有她們,會跟我的老爹阿母一樣,守護著我。

 

這些年來,人在異鄉,我對人的態度也從原本的天真,轉成防衛。看過太多太多的人,心裡面只有自己,與人交往的準則是利益至上,對自己完全沒有利用價值的人,在他們眼裡就沒有結交的必要。自己曾經掏心掏肺的朋友,在我需要幫忙的時候,卻吝於伸出援手。一切的一切,人情冷暖,也讓我不得不開始學著世故。也許,這就是長大的代價。

 

最近,聽著范瑋琪"一個像夏天 一個像秋天"的歌,唱著"你背我走過一場愛的風雪 我陪你走過夢的斷裂"數算著放假回台灣的日子,我更想念蓬頭和小賴了。

 

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Oasis - Don't Look Back In Anger

 




感想:留後待補。

冰風暴!

今天的天氣很詭異,其實沒有颳大風也沒下大雨,對在南方小島見識過颱風威力的我來說,根本沒當一回事,看著窗外細細的雨,我也沒放在心上,一早也忘了拎傘就出門去也。

 

沒想到,小覷冰雨威力的我,結實踢到了個大鐵板!從下了公車,從下車處到系館大樓短短五分鐘路程,就讓我猶如踩在一堆雪泥、思樂冰上,戰戰兢兢、苦不堪言。小靴子裡開始浸水,然後必須一隻腳踩穩了才敢把另一隻腳從濕答答的雪泥中拔出來。就這樣,我非常狼狽的到了系館。中午時分,本來只想回家吃飯的我,搭上了遲到的公車,一路上,公車也開得異常緩慢,路旁結了冰的樹枝啪啦啪啦的打在車窗上,讓我不禁害怕起來,怕車窗就這樣被一大把樹枝給捅破了。

 

下午兩點,上網陸續收到幾個學生的信,問下午的課是否還照常,之後甚至有學生稍來最新消息,說學校全面停課,下午以及晚上的課都取消了。平白賺了半天的我,沒辦法只得在家趕報告,只是效率極低。傍晚六點想要振作一下,收拾東西打算去游泳,但看窗外的天色,我想上個網查一下吧!果不其然,唉~游泳池晚上也關門了,真鬱悶啊!

 

冰雨冰雨真討厭!

 


 

CEDAR RAPIDS - With ice and freezing rain collecting on trees and power lines, Eastern Iowans could be heading into a prolonged period of scattered power outages.



 

"We're not out of the woods yet, unfortunately," Alliant Energy spokesman Ryan Stensland said early Tuesday afternoon. "Customers have to be prepared to be in this for the long haul."

Approximately 41,000 Alliant customers were without power at 3 p.m. Included in that total, as of noon today, were 14,400 customers at around 150 sites scattered around Cedar Rapids, Stensland said.

Other hard-hit areas are Centerville, the Creston-Osceola area (about 8,000 customers down), and Ottumwa, where about 10,000 customers were without power.

"That's probably one of our hardest-hit areas," Stensland said. "We can't even get down some streets" due to downed trees.

MidAmerican Energy reported 22,958 customers without power at 3 p.m. today -- down from 27,483 customers without power at noon. However, the 3 p.m. total included 4,187 customers without power in Iowa City, more than double the 2,000 reporting power outages in Iowa City at noon.

In addition to about 300 Alliant workers, the company was shifting 150 contract employees to recovery operations from other projects, Stensland said.

"We'll redeploy those crews as we're able," he said, although recurring outages may happen as the situation develops. "That's what's really so unpredictable — you really don't know where it's going to happen."

MidAmerican power outages may be followed online at
www.midamericanenergy.com/storm
Alliant Energy outages may be tracked here.

Road conditions remain slick after a storm that coated roads, tree branches and everything else in up to 1/2 inch of ice overnight.




http://udn.com/NEWS/WORLD/WOR6/4134023.shtml

冰風暴10日繼續侵襲美國大平原區,在美國中部地帶鋪上一層厚冰,超過60萬用戶停電。奧克拉荷馬和密蘇里州至少17人喪生。國家氣象局預測11日晚上還會有另一波冰風暴,可能出現更嚴重結冰。

冰凍天氣已延伸到東北部,紐約上州許多學校因路面結冰而停課或延遲上課。這股冰風暴可望繼續向東推進,在本周末衝擊華府和紐約地區。

奧克拉荷馬全州已進入緊急狀態,各地紛紛設立收容所,接納家裡停電又沒有暖氣的居民,國民兵和志工也忙著運送食物和清水到災情最慘重地區。密蘇里州9日也宣布緊急狀態,並出動國民兵協助救災。

周末展開的冰風暴,10日繼續肆虐奧克拉荷馬州和四周地區,然後向北移動。中部地帶有些地方樹枝和電線結冰厚達一寸,地面也結了一、兩吋厚冰。

國家氣象局發布警報,表示密蘇里、堪薩斯、內布拉斯加、愛阿華和伊利諾州部分地區11日將受到冰風暴侵襲。

奧克拉荷馬電力公司說,厚冰和墜落的樹枝壓斷電線,使50萬用戶為之停電,可能要一個星期以上才能全部修復。這是奧州歷來最大規模的停電事件,約有三分之一州民受到影響。

密蘇里州也有十多萬用戶停電,伊利諾州南部有1萬1000個用戶停電,堪薩斯州則有五千個用戶停電。德州、路易斯安納、印第安納和密西西比州都調派人手前往災區,協助搶修電線。

從德州向北到奧克拉荷馬和堪薩斯,東至密蘇里和伊利諾州,都發布冰風暴警報,愛阿華和阿肯色州也受到影響。一些公路因路面結冰而關閉,芝加哥、堪薩斯市、聖路易和奧克拉荷馬市主要機場有數以百計班機取消。

路面結冰引起車禍連連,在奧克拉荷馬州造成12人喪生,還有一個遊民凍死。密蘇里州一名汽車駕駛人停車協助另一個開車的人,卻被在冰上打滑的一輛汽車撞死。 


 

Sunday, December 9, 2007

我為什麼要念PhD(一):SOP



 

寫在前面:這是我請我的美國學生司馬杰同學幫我稍稍修改過的SOP第一稿,由於申請截止日期是二月一號,我在這期間,還會把這篇文章拿給Writing Center的Tutor Sam修改(他是Cultural & Literacy的PhD學生),我也已經把這篇SOP連同推薦信的材料交給兩個老闆,老闆們寒假期間也會把他們的想法與建議告訴我。

除了文章寫到的東西以外,有一些枝枝節節的想法,我之後會在Blog中寫出來。


Statement of Purpose     (Yi-Tzu Huang)

What are you going to do when you encounter great changes in your life? Three years ago, I resigned from my job as a reporter in San Francisco, returned to Taiwan and was diagnosed with lupus. When I stayed in the hospital, helpless and lonely, I desperately missed the hugs and smiles of the students whom I taught at UCSD. I will always remember the sunny afternoon in San Diego when one student whom I taught in the previous year saw me on campus and came to give me a hug.  She told me she missed my class very much and my class changed her image of China. She cheerfully told me that she was going to take an intensive summer program in Beijing and wanted to find a job related to China in the future. I was deeply moved by her strong motivation and amazing progress in the Chinese language; the whole conversation between us was in Chinese. It was the first time I realized the enormous impact that language instruction can have. 

In my mind, teaching a foreign language is a special kind of diplomacy. Compared to International Relations and Diplomacy, which I studied for the previous six years, teaching is much more influential and closer to people’s hearts and needs. It was then that I realized what I really wanted to do in the future. I told myself if I could recover and leave the hospital, I wanted to return to the United States, one of the biggest markets for teaching Chinese as a foreign language in the world. I would reinforce my professional training in the field by studying in a graduate program with outstanding faculties focusing on Chinese linguistics and pedagogy. 

Fortunately, and with thanks to God, I have a chance to study at the University of Iowa and change my life again. In the two years of pursuing my M.A. degree on Chinese pedagogy and working as a teaching assistant at the University of Iowa, I feel like I have been living on a treasure island where my thirst for knowledge is fully satisfied by the many knowledgeable professors and abundant resources in foreign language acquisition. I have deeply immersed myself in the delight of obtaining every piece of knowledge related to foreign language acquisition and taken various courses offered by Chinese program, Department of Linguistics, College of Education and Department of Psychology. At the University of Iowa, studying becomes more interesting and rewarding since I can try to utilize the theories of foreign language acquisition and cognition I have learned in my classes to make the process of foreign language learning more effective and meaningful in practice. 

        Among the basic four language skills in learning a language, I am particularly interested in reading and speaking. I am driven by the thrill of knowing how the brain processes information when acquiring a new language. Unlike Western languages, which are alphabetic languages, Chinese writing is represented by “characters”. Chinese character recognition and reading comprehension are often the most challenging tasks for beginning learners. How to effectively identify a character plays an important role in furthering learners’ reading comprehension; I am eager to understand how Westerners internalize the Chinese characters when they learn Chinese. I also hope to obtain Professor Helen Shen, Professor Chuanren Ke and Professor Michael Everson’s guidance to develop appropriate Chinese character instruction to facilitate foreign learners’ Chinese reading comprehension. 

        In my mind, language is not merely a language; language is life. In addition to teaching students correct pronunciation and grammatical rules, teaching a foreign language involves teaching students how to use the target language appropriately in the real world. Taking Professor Chuanren Ke’s Test and Assessment class not only makes me more familiar with proficiency tests such as SOPI and OPI, but also gives me an opportunity to think about how to effectively enhance students’ Chinese speaking proficiencies. Hence, I hope to continue my study with Professor Ke and strengthen my knowledge on teaching Chinese speech and on speaking proficiency evaluation.

        Having taught in different language programs, including the regular academic programs, Confucius Institute and Beloit summer intensive immersion program, I have been highly interested in finding out how to develop curriculums for different language programs and successfully manage a language program. As a result, I know FLARE’s program direction track is exactly what I am looking for, and hope to get the opportunity to equip myself with the training and knowledge related to language program administration. 

Two years ago, a lot of people were curious about the reason why I left California, where it is warm and highly populated, and chose to go to Iowa, where the winters are cold and the cities are small. I told them that the Chinese program at the University of Iowa can teach me how to become a good language teacher and I believe the solid training can make my dreams come true.  Two years later, people are interested in knowing why I desire to stay in Iowa for another four years; I tell them the FLARE PhD program can teach me how to become an outstanding foreign language educator. I also tell them that the program provides me with an opportunity to discover how to make a language program truly successful in every way.

Saturday, December 8, 2007

冰天雪地趕報告

 

連著二十天忙到沒時間吃飯、沒時間睡覺、沒時間吃喝玩樂,進入期末趕報告、拼期末考的黑暗期的我,抱怨歸抱怨,活兒還是得幹、書還是得念、paper還是得寫,掐指算算,距離二十一號晚上七點考完最後一門心理學,我在瘋狂的期末,一共有一個網站要做、兩個期末考要考,還有五篇paper要趕出來,時間只有兩個半星期。

 

到了今天,網站做完了、古代漢語的報告寫完了,現在正開始看心理學的期刊,準備明天動筆把心理學的報告在週二之前弄完。

現在我就把自己期末兩週所要繳交的報告、要考的考試以及得做的其他活兒都列出來吧!

 


  • Dec 9  (Sun)  Web-based website DUE! (finished!)
  • Dec 12 (Wed) Cognitive Psychology term paper DUE
  • Dec 14 (Fri)    Web-based learning final report DUE
  • Dec 18 (Tue)  Classical Chinese Final Exam
  • Dec 21 (Fri)    Cultural Curriculum Community Project Report DUE!
                        Cultural Curriculum Reflection Paper DUE!
                        Cognitive Psychology Final Exam

我這學期作的網站:Introduction to Chinese Radicals(漢語部首介紹)

雖然部首有一兩百個之多,但是我這次先挑十個出來做,做細緻一點,之後也許有可能把網站擴展。


 

寒假中,我想把一直想寫在Blog上,但總沒時間的幾篇生活記述寫出來:

1. 破車小綠陣亡記 (11/28/2007)

2. 手機速播鍵#5

3. Black Friday: Crazy Shopping!(從加州到愛荷華一路瘋狂大採買)

4. PhD Application (Statement of Purpose + 補充說明)